山娃

太阳又一次从那老牛背似的山脊梁露出了脸，山娃一夜没睡了，脑子里老是翻腾着爹昨夜的话：“到哪儿也别忘了自己叫山娃！”

The sun once again showed its face from the ridge like the back of an old ox. shanwa didn't sleep all night. Her mind was always turning over her father's words last night: "don't forget to call herself shanwa anywhere!"

山娃19岁，生在这石山环抱的穷村子里，从小就要强，三年前考上了县里一中，今年又考上了城里的大学。穷山沟里飞出了金凤凰，不大的山村热闹起来，山娃爹也成了村里的“名人”。可山娃却老觉得爹不那么高兴，总像心里有话似的又不说。好容易在山娃临走前憋出一句，还是让人摸不着头脑。

Shanwa, 19, was born in the poor village surrounded by the stone mountain. She has been strong since childhood. She was admitted to the first middle school of the county three years ago and the University in the city this year. There are golden phoenix flying out of the poor mountain valley. The small mountain village is bustling. The father of the mountain baby has become the "celebrity" of the village. However, shanwa always felt that his father was not so happy, as if he had something to say in his heart. It's easy to hold a sentence before YAMAWA leaves. It's still confusing.

山娃就是带着这么一句摸不着头脑的话进的城。

Shanwa is the city with such a sentence that she can't understand.

山娃的宿舍里有四个人，除他，那三个都是地地道道的城里人，好在他们不排外，并没有瞧不起山娃，可山娃自己有些瞧不起自己！他们说的，他不懂；他们玩的，他不会。山娃总觉得自己像只土蛤蟆，总想着要让自己变成他们那样儿。

There are four people in shanwa's dormitory. Except for him, those three are urban people. Fortunately, they don't look down on shanwa, but they look down on themselves! He doesn't understand what they say; he doesn't know what they play. YAMAWA always felt like a toad and always wanted to be like them.

山娃又睡不着了，手里揉弄着仅有的三百块钱。明天，一号床的杜宇生日，说是要去酒吧庆祝，山娃听说过酒吧，据说那里的东西贵死人，一杯水也要七块来钱，山娃想起了山沟沟里的家，想起了为供养他上学而早早出嫁的姐姐，还有辛辛苦苦拉把他长大，为了赚学费没日没夜的爹，一边是真正成为“城里人”的机会，一边是勒紧腰带过日子的家人，山娃有些犯难了，爹的话突然在耳边响起来：“到哪儿也别忘了自己叫山娃！”是啊！山娃！山娃脑海中浮现山村周围那一座座的石山，那山都有棱有角的，从没见什么能把它磨平过，山上土地贫脊（瘠），也没见它们像南方的山一般花红柳绿，浓妆艳抹，它们有的是朴实，只是沉默，只是拼命地挤出微薄的养料来养活山下的人。山娃，山的娃儿，那一座座山的娃儿！山娃忽然明白了爹的话，不只是爹的话，还有许多许多。山娃睡着了，脸上带着笑，梦里他又一次爬上了那座最高的石山。

YAMAWA can't sleep again. She rubs the only three hundred yuan in her hand. Tomorrow, Duyu's birthday in bed 1 is to go to the bar to celebrate. Shanwa heard about the bar. It's said that the things there are very expensive. A glass of water costs seven yuan. Shanwa thought of his family in the gully, his elder sister who married early to support him to go to school, and his hard-working father who brought him up to earn tuition day and night. On the one hand, he really became a "city man" At the same time, the family tightened their belts for a living. Shanwa was in trouble. Suddenly, her father's words rang in her ear: "don't forget to call herself shanwa anywhere!" Yeah! Mountain wa! The stone mountains around the mountain village appear in the mind of the YAMAWA. They are all angular and have never seen anything to grind them flat. The land on the mountain is poor (barren), and they are not as colorful and green as the mountains in the south. Some of them are simple but silent. They just desperately squeeze out meager nourishment to feed the people under the mountain. YAMAWA, the children of the mountains, the children of the mountains! Shanwa suddenly understood his father's words, not only his father's words, but also many. Shanwa fell asleep with a smile on her face. In her dream, she climbed the highest stone mountain again.

第二天，山娃平静的对舍友说：“我不去了。”看着他们怪异的目光，山娃知道，从这一天起，他们要瞧不起自己了。可山娃也知道，从这一天起，山娃自己更瞧得起自己了。他知道，昨夜的选择，让他走上了一条另一样的道路，在随波逐流与坚守自我中，他第一次做出了选择，像爹说的：“到哪儿也别忘了自己叫山娃。

The next day, YAMAWA calmly said to her roommate, "I won't go." Looking at their strange eyes, YAMAWA knew that from this day on, they would look down on themselves. But YAMAWA also knew that from this day on, YAMAWA himself looked down on himself even more. He knew that last night's choice set him on a different path. He made a choice for the first time in following the current and sticking to himself. As his father said, "don't forget to call yourself YAMAWA anywhere.".