我和同桌

我的同桌是个女生，叫徐洋。

My deskmate is a girl named Xu Yang.

我和徐洋闹别扭，好几个星期都没来往。我们在一起的时候，遇到鸡毛蒜皮的事就吵架，不知道重复了多少遍，而这种无结果的争论没有丝毫意义，只是浪费时间。于是，每次即将吵起来时，我不回答，我不想把时间浪费在这点上面。渐渐地，我们之间没有了语言……

Xu Yang and I have been having trouble for weeks. When we are together, we quarrel when we encounter trivial matters. We don't know how many times we have repeated them. But this kind of fruitless argument is meaningless, just a waste of time. So, every time I was about to quarrel, I didn't answer, I didn't want to waste my time on this. Gradually, there is no language between us

到现在，我没有和徐洋坐一桌了，也就不再吵了。不知为何，我总觉得有些愧疚，总觉得自己不对。不知是因为没有主动承认错误，还是因为我没有宽容她。

Up to now, I haven't had a table with Xu Yang, and I won't quarrel any more. I don't know why, I always feel a little guilty, always feel wrong. I don't know whether it's because I didn't admit my mistake or because I didn't tolerate her.