同学眼中的我

初中时光已过，高中悄悄来了。带着父母的期望，我背上行囊，远走他乡上学。面对一张张生疏的面孔，我像受了委屈的小孩子，在没有人的地方，偷偷地哭泣。然而，现实并没有我想象的那般残酷，很快，我就有了许多的新朋友。望着一张张清纯而开朗的笑脸，我也破泣而笑。

Junior high school is over. Senior high school is coming quietly. With the expectation of my parents, I went to school far away. In the face of a strange face, I am like a child who has been wronged, crying secretly in the place where there is no one. However, the reality is not as cruel as I imagined. Soon, I have many new friends. Looking at a pure and cheerful smile, I also burst into tears and smile.

第一堂英语课我就很难堪，没有回答上missTang的问题。但我依然笑嘻嘻，摆摆手，补回一句：“小小失误，算什么。”此时此地，在同学们眼中，我放浪形骸又死不要脸。其实，我也很难过，也很想努力答题，也很想听到一声“verygood”，但我实在没有那个能力。

I was embarrassed in my first English class and didn't answer MissTang's question. But I still smile, wave my hand, and make up a sentence: "little mistake, what is it?" Here and now, in the eyes of my classmates, I am reckless and shameless. In fact, I am also very sad, I also want to work hard to answer questions, and I also want to hear "very good", but I really don't have that ability.

几个月过后，就和同学们闹矛盾，而且大打出手。我没有想到后果，没有顾及到一个女生应有的自尊自重。此时此地，在同学们眼中，我是如此地泼辣和野蛮。其实，在这悲剧的背后，又有我多少不为人知的委屈的苦水。又是多少女生在后面怂恿，才使我一错再错。我是如此的后悔，也对周围的女孩子失望。

After a few months, I had a fight with my classmates. I didn't think of the consequences, didn't take into account a girl's due self-esteem. Here and now, in the eyes of my classmates, I am so shrewd and savage. In fact, behind the tragedy, there are more or less unknown grievances. How many girls encourage me in the back, which makes me wrong again. I am so regretful and disappointed with the girls around me.

光阴似箭，日月如梭，转眼又是一个学期。带着些许的遗憾和自信，走进教室，望着一张张熟悉而又陌生的脸孔，我居然找不到自己坐的位置。此时此地，在同学们眼中，我是那么地卑微，一钱不值。其实，泪水早已浸透了成绩单，心碎代替了所有的快乐。我是如此的绝望，几乎挺不住了。

Time flies like an arrow, and it's another semester. With a little regret and self-confidence, I walked into the classroom and looked at familiar and unfamiliar faces. I couldn't find my seat. Here and now, in the eyes of my classmates, I am so humble and worthless. In fact, tears have already soaked the report card, heartbreak instead of all the happiness. I was so desperate that I could hardly stand it.

然而，上天终有一天眷恋着我，我收到了她的道歉信和生日礼物。我实在管不住自己的泪水，多少日子里，我写好了一封封道歉信，却又没有勇气送出；准备了一声声的问候，却经受不住同学们诧异的眼神，始终没有saysorry。此时此地，在同学们眼中，我是如此的善变和多愁善感。其实，我也不是一个无情的人，却将昔日的好友变成了对敌！我多想挽回损失，却经不起舆论的压力。我是多么地无奈。

However, one day, God loves me. I received her apology letter and birthday gift. I really can't control my tears. In many days, I wrote an apology letter, but I didn't have the courage to send it out. I prepared a greeting, but I couldn't stand the surprise eyes of my classmates, and there was no saysorry. Here and now, in the eyes of my classmates, I am so fickle and sentimental. In fact, I'm not a ruthless person, but I turned my old friends into enemies! How I want to recover the loss, but I can't stand the pressure of public opinion. How helpless I am.

在同学们眼中，我好像什么都不在乎，像个顽世不恭、不务正业的假小子。其实，我在乎很多，我在乎成绩，在乎名利，在乎老师们对我的看法，在乎朋友间的真诚。好可惜，大家不是很理解我，我只有去随大流，用笑脸换回一份份不值钱的和谐了。

In the eyes of my classmates, I don't seem to care about anything. I'm like a tomboy who is cynical and doesn't work. In fact, I care a lot, I care about grades, fame and fortune, teachers' views on me, and sincerity among friends. It's a pity that you don't understand me very much. I have to go with the flow and exchange a piece of worthless harmony with a smile.