我的理想

托尔斯泰说过：理想是指路明灯。没有理想就没有坚定的方向；没有方向就没有生活。我的理想是当一名画家，画出五彩缤纷的世界，画出一个属于自己的天地。

Tolstoy said: the ideal is the guiding light. Without ideal, there is no firm direction; without direction, there is no life. My ideal is to be a painter, painting a colorful world, painting a world of their own.

当画家是我最大的理想。小时候我觉得画画非常好玩，拿起笔和纸时十分神气。现在我觉得绘画能让我静下心来，放眼看世界。每当我看到美丽的事物，就会情不自禁的拿起画笔把它描绘下来，然后放到收藏夹里，时不时地看一看。它就好像我追求理想过程中，在心灵收藏夹里收藏的美好的回忆。

Being a painter is my biggest dream. When I was a child, I thought painting was very fun and I was very active when I took up my pen and paper. Now I think painting can make me calm down and look at the world. Every time I see something beautiful, I can't help but pick up my brush and draw it down, then put it in my favorite, and look at it from time to time. It's like the beautiful memories that I collect in my favorite collection in the process of pursuing my ideal.

现实是此岸，理想是彼岸，中间隔着湍急的河流，行动则是架在河上的桥梁。为了给将来做好铺垫，我每天都会看着名画家绘画的秘诀，也常常在网上欣赏有名的画作。比如郑板桥画的《墨竹》，图中几竿修竹倚石挺立，突兀的巨石之中长出一丛兰草。竹之劲、兰之清、石之坚，三者巧妙地融为一体，给人坦荡与落拓之感。又如傅抱石和关山月为人民大会堂所画的《江山如此多娇》，图中包括长城内外、大河上下、西北高原、江南大地以及东海。整个画面突出了江山之“娇”，给人壮丽的感觉。我热爱画画，虽比不上郑板桥对画画如痴如醉；傅抱石和关山月爱画画到了废寝忘食的程度，但我会向这些名家学习。不过实现理想的过程中也总会有磕磕绊绊。有一次，少年宫要举行一次绘画比赛，我十分地激动，终于可以一展我的本领了。这次比赛我十分重视，所以画一幅不行画二幅、三幅……直到画到我满意为止。妈妈担心我不顾惜身体，叫我不要天天画了又改，改完又画。我每次嘴上答应，可根本就没有放在心上。由于喜欢画画，所以什么速写、素描、水彩画，我都各画了一幅，又一篇一篇地改。我满怀信心地交了画稿。盼着……终于，我等到了公布比赛结果的那一天。看着荣誉榜，几滴辛酸的雨滴在我心头，我竟失败了。不过这更激起我成功的欲望，我比以前更加倍努力练画了。这就是我热爱的艺术，能给我画的画赋予精神，就是我的理想。

The reality is this bank, the ideal is the other bank, separated by the turbulent River, the action is the bridge on the river. In order to pave the way for the future, I look at the secret of famous painters' paintings every day, and often enjoy famous paintings on the Internet. For example, in the painting "ink bamboo" by Zheng Banqiao, several poles of bamboo stand upright against the stone, and a clump of blue grass grows out of the abrupt boulders. The strength of bamboo, the clearness of orchid and the firmness of stone are cleverly integrated to give people a sense of magnanimity and development. As Fu Baoshi and Guan Shanyue did for the Great Hall of the people, "so many beautiful rivers and mountains", the picture includes the inside and outside of the Great Wall, the upper and lower rivers, the Northwest Plateau, the land in the south of the Yangtze River and the East China Sea. The whole picture highlights the "Jiao" of mountains and rivers, which gives people a magnificent feeling. I love painting, although I can't compare with Zheng Banqiao's infatuation with painting; Fu Baoshi and Guan Shanyue love painting to the extent of forgetting to eat and sleep, but I will learn from these famous artists. However, there are always obstacles in the process of realizing the ideal. Once, there was a painting competition to be held in the children's palace. I was so excited that I could finally show my skills. I attach great importance to this competition, so I can't draw two or three pictures for one picture Until the painting is satisfactory to me. My mother worried that I didn't care about my body. She told me not to paint and change every day, but to paint and change every day. Every time I say yes, I don't pay attention at all. Because I like to draw, I have drawn one sketch, sketch and watercolor respectively, and changed them one by one. I handed in the painting with confidence. Look forward to... Finally, I waited until the day when the results of the game were announced. Looking at the honor list, a few bitter raindrops in my heart, I failed. However, it aroused my desire for success. I worked harder than before. This is the art I love. It is my ideal to give spirit to my paintings.

也许理想和现实是有一定差距的，但是这阻止不了我对绘画的热爱。托尔斯泰说：理想不是为了奢求得到什么利益才为之拼搏的，它所代表的不只是在事业上或生活上的成功，而是完成了作为一个生灵所要做到的生命的意义。仅仅只是在追求这个理想的过程中，我也受益了许多许多……

Maybe there is a certain gap between ideal and reality, but it can't stop my love of painting. Tolstoy said: ideal is not to get what benefits to fight for, it represents not only the success in career or life, but also the completion of the meaning of life as a living creature. Just in the pursuit of this ideal, I have benefited a lot