英语故事 趣味英语Love with an open hand

A kind of love is to let go, never everlasting love, love heart, have already lost thing, when love when the catch, but, to the injured again, why are there to have complete love, I actually do not high, want more, but god is like teases us...

In 2006, the winter is a romantic and warm season, in that year, I know the canal. He is our business company, he is not handsome, what also have no, but he's temperament, inside the is the gentleness. We start from business, working together, talk, talk, talk about the ideal life is all about yourself.

We love, in the victim's season, that is the only belongs to my season, we together, together, enjoying the beautiful things all belong to oneself. When I didn't find work, live in him, every day is his care, love, when I sleep every night, he will accompany at me nearby, even if his friend asked him to go out to play, he feared I a person at home alone, push away all friends, I know he loves me, and I will love him and he is not side day, every day I will miss him, because I knew that he was also want me.

In the season of love, for love, I desperately to find work, in order to give him a burden, ease at home cooked rice etc. Is he coming to dinner, only hope to have a warm home, when his family came to see him, he will bring me beside him, I know that he is to care about me, he always treats me as his wife, his wife...

God is always playing tricks on people, why not tricks on people, why is the zhuonong me?

Suddenly one day, he returned home, he told me, he said to me, put me fall from heaven to hell, I asked him why? Why? He says his family did not agree. Is really like this? Now, the society is not the social, family before is really count? I know, it's just a split reason, an excuse.

Good sad, this is not my will. Because of the job, I to he borrowed 3,000 as expenses, since the break up, I should return the money to him, but he said this as a break-up fee, exactly what I in his heart? Just nt $3,000 value? We together feelings? Hell?

So, he went out, and I was alone in the home, want to cry for many, in fact he is everything to me, since I lost him, how to get on the road, Yu sad, I took the knife, to look behind his hand, you don't feel pain, I know whether I had begun to numb, for him, is all to him...

After break up, I moved out of the housing, job, have been doing business, workshop, what things I have eaten, but it all again calculate what? Every lonely night, I will think of him, I know I love him, love is so true, then cut, really good hope one day, he said, he suddenly gave me the wrong, he loves me, he decided, in this life, I took good care for me.

Later in the day, I found a job, also to his friend asked him the news, also spoke to him, but he always escape to me, I don't know why this is, people says, after break up can make friends, but we can do, familiar stranger?

In the work, I met a girl, and she is my colleague, because very, so also spoke about the canal, and didn't think it was all dramatic changes, the girl told me that the canal is before him, and he is a customer of QQ number?

This year the festival, I bought tea and cakes, want to seek to ask him, why exactly broke up with me, what is the reason actually? No matter the ending, I just want to know if the real results, but when I go to find him, he even I brought all of the things I have to, he again so hurt me thoroughly, finally I still take things for his sister.

In order to know what we really break up, I found my reasons of the friend that before he helped me to inquire about what declines.

Our plans are not know or sad, she declines, and contact in a very short time to declines in with her, and also with some of his past that the situation, but sadly, for he did not mention declines of love between us, like all my story as a memory, why would be like this, she declines to help find a girlfriend, but also with him about the big, mature, everything what mean? Also said to find a more far more good, this is why? He had told me, not like the outside, we together story is just a game a dream?

Is this dream, I know, I should go, but the heart painful, hurts...

放爱一条生路

有一种爱叫作放手，从来没有天长地久，爱过的人已心碎，爱过的事已逝去，当爱临的时候，拼命的抓住，却又拼命的受伤，为什么世间就没有完整的爱情，其实我所要求的并不高，所想要的并不多，可是老天就是喜欢这么捉弄我们……

2006年的那个冬季，是一个浪漫而又温馨的季节，在那一年里，我认识了圳。他是我们联系业务的公司，他并不帅气，也没有什么气质，但是，他的骨子里透着的是那种温柔。我们从业务开始谈起，在一起谈工作，谈生活，谈理想，谈有关于自己的一切。

我们相爱的，就在那个风花雪月的季节，那是唯一属于我的季节，我们一起疯，一起闹，一起享受着属于自己所有美好的一切。当我没有找到工作时，一直住在他那里，每天都是他的关心、爱护，每晚我睡觉的时候，他都会陪在我的身边，就算他朋友约他出去玩，他怕我一个人在家里寂寞，推掉一切所有朋友的相聚，我知道，他是爱我的，我也爱他，他不在身边的日子，每一天我都会想他，因为我知道，他也在想我。

在爱的季节里，为了爱情，我拼命地去找工作，为了给他减轻一份负担，在家里自己煮好饭等他回来吃饭，只希望能有一个温馨的家，当他家里人来看他时候，他都会把我带在他的身边，我知道，他是在乎我的，他一直把我当作自己的老婆，自己的妻子……

上苍总是爱捉弄人，为何不捉弄的人，为什么捉弄的偏偏是我呢？

突然一天，他回到家里，就告诉我，说他要向我分手，一下子把我从天堂坠落到地狱，我问他为什么？为什么？他说是他家里人不同意。真的是这样子的吗？现在的社会，并不是以前的社会，家里人说的话就真的那么算数吗？我知道，这只是他一个分手的理由，一个借口。

好难过，这并不是我要的结果。由于找工作的原因，我向他借了三千块钱作为生活费，既然分手了，我应该把钱还给他，可是他却说拿这个当作分手费，到底我在他的心里算什么？就值三千块吗？我们在一起的感情算什么？到底算什么？

就这样，他出门了，我独自在家里痛哭了一场，想了许多许多，其实他就是我的一切，失去了他，我以后的路到底该怎么走，伤心煜决，我拿出了刀，对着自己的手惋下去了，没有感觉到一丝丝的疼痛，我知道自己已经开始麻木了，为了他，一切只是为了他……

分手后，我搬出来了的住房，到处找工作，去过工场，做过业务，什么样子的苦我都吃过了，但是这一切又算得了什么呢，每一个寂寞的夜里，我都会想到他，我知道我爱他，爱得是那么真，那么切，真的好希望有一天，他突然给我说，他错了，他爱我，他决定，这一生好好的照顾我，来补偿我。

在后来的日子里，我找到了工作，也到他朋友那里打听过了他的消息，也去找过他，可是，他对我总是逃避，我不知道这到底是为什么，别人都说，分手后还可以做朋友，可是我们呢，只能做熟悉的陌生人吗？

在工作中，我遇到了一个女孩，她是我的同事，由于很谈得来，所以也谈到了圳，并没有想到这一切却发生了戏剧性的变化，那个女孩告诉我，圳就是他以前的一个客户，手上还有他的QQ号呢？

今年的中秋节，我买好了茶叶和月饼，想来找圳，想问问他到底为什么与我分手，到底真正的原因又是什么？不管结局如果，我只想知道真正的结果，可是，当我去找他时，他连我的人带我所有的东西都没有要，他又一次这样伤得我彻底，最后我还是把东西送给了他妹妹。

为了知道我们真正分手的原因，我找到我以前的那个朋友，叫他帮我向圳打听一下到底是什么原因。

我们的计划不知道是可喜还是可悲，她联系上圳了，而且在很短的时候内让圳跟她熟悉起来，并且也知道了他过去的一些情况，但是可悲的是，圳对他并没有提到我们之间的爱情，好像把我的一切故事都当成是回忆，为什么会是这样子的，圳还要她帮自己找一个女朋友，还要跟他差不多大的，还要成熟的，这一切的一切到底又意味着什么？还说要找个越远越好的，这到底是为什么？他以前对我说，不喜欢外的的，难道我们在一起的故事只是一场游戏一场梦吗？

是该梦醒的时候了，我知道，我应该放手，可是，心好痛，好痛……