我生活在一个支离破碎的家庭里，没有父爱，更没有母爱。只有唯一的年过七旬的奶奶疼我，爱我。
I live in a broken family, no father love, no mother love. Only the only granny over seventy loves me and loves me.
我恨我妈妈，她早早地离开了我们。
I hate my mother. She left us early.
在我六岁那年，妈妈因一场车祸早早离开来了我们。我当时还不知道，只看着爸爸哭，奶奶哭，我于是也懵懵懂懂的跟着哭。我的心也不是很痛，以为妈妈只是暂时离开我们，去遥远的远方罢了。没想到，她竟然一去不复返了。我越大就越后悔，我后悔自己当时不懂事，后悔没能好好看看妈妈，至今留下遗憾。
When I was six years old, my mother left us early because of a car accident. I didn't know at that time. I just watched my father cry and my grandmother cry, so I also cried with ignorance. My heart is not very painful, think mother just leave us temporarily, go far away. Unexpectedly, she was gone forever. The older I am, the more I regret. I regret that I didn't know what I was doing at that time. I regret that I didn't have a good look at my mother, and I still regret that.
每当我一合上眼的时候，就会想起妈妈，朦胧中看到妈妈模糊的影子，就不禁泪流满面。妈妈，您什么时侯能回来再看看我们吗？我痛打自己，我原谅不了自己。
Whenever I close my eyes, I think of my mother. When I see her dim shadow in the haze, I can't help crying. Mom, when can you come back and see us? I beat myself up. I can't forgive myself.
妈妈，你快回来吧。让我在看看你的样子。
Mom, come back soon. Let me see what you look like.