诸神的黄昏生命在闪亮

作者：学军中学 高三 汪闻超(保送北京大学法学院)

Author: Wang Wenchao, senior three of Xuejun middle school

曾子曰：“士不可以不弘毅，任重而道远。仁以为己任，不亦重乎？死而后已，不亦远乎？”每读《论语》至此，总是掩卷长叹，眼前浮现出闻一多那置生死于度外的慷慨演讲，王荆公那“天变不足畏，祖宗不足法，人言不足恤”的豪言壮语，以及鲁哀公那“终没吾世，不敢以儒为戏”的由衷感叹。孔曰成仁，孟曰取义，“朝闻道，夕死可矣”。千百年来，无数中华士子，就是在这样的召唤与鞭策中前赴后继地走上了那条求道而又殉道的悲壮而又光辉的道路。

Zengzi said, "a scholar can't be a man of great determination. He has a long way to go. Is it not a heavy responsibility, which is to practice benevolence? Is it not far to die? " Every time I read the Analects of Confucius, I always sighed. In front of me, I saw Wen Yiduo's generous speech, Wang Jinggong's heroic words, such as "heaven is not enough to fear, ancestors are not enough, people are not enough to forgive", and Lu AI Gong's heartfelt exclamation that "I will never live in the world and dare not play with Confucianism". Confucius said Cheng Ren, Mencius said to take justice, "when the emperor hears the Tao, he can die overnight.". For thousands of years, countless Chinese scholars have embarked on the tragic and glorious road of seeking and martyrdom in such a call and spur.

然而，当历史翻到公元21世纪，工业革命的浪潮刚刚席卷全球，全球化的脚步便毫不停息地汹涌而来。沧海横流，英雄依然不断，甚至以更快的速度涌现，只是他们不再会被全民崇拜，而我们也只有在书中才能呼吸到些许英雄主义的气息。当读书人不再是精英的代名词，而财富的原始积累又充满了原罪，我们除了信仰的缺失，更迷茫于人生价值的体现与前进方向的确立。

However, when history turns to the 21st century, just as the wave of industrial revolution has swept the world, the pace of globalization is surging. Across the sea, heroes continue to emerge, even faster, but they will no longer be adored by the whole people, and we can only breathe a little bit of heroism in the book. When scholars are no longer synonymous with elites, and the original accumulation of wealth is full of original sin, we are confused with the embodiment of life value and the establishment of the direction of progress in addition to the lack of faith.

是英雄的时代早已不再，还是每个人都能成为英雄？或许所有的太平盛世都是“内用黄老，外示儒术”，于是时代便学会了“不尚贤，使民不争；不贵难得之货，使民不为盗”的道理。并非每个人都愿意和有必要历尽艰险，去翻越那最高险的山峰――山脚的景色同样精彩而又与众不同。“绝圣弃智，民利百倍”，道德的高标在现代人追求个性解放，寻求个人信仰，并享受属于自己的人生的呼号和实际行动面前轰然倒塌。人们不再被要求应该如何，而是只被规定不能怎样。“为学日益，为道日损”，在“苟日新，日日新，又日新”地求学的同时，我们每个人又都必须不时地停下来，“生有所息”，面对自我，认识自己，去寻找人生的闪光与生命的救赎。

Is the age of heroes long gone, or can everyone be a hero? Perhaps all the peaceful and prosperous times were "using Huang Lao internally and showing Confucianism externally", so the times learned the principle of "not respecting the virtuous, not fighting for the people; not valuing the rare goods, not stealing the people". Not everyone is willing and necessary to go through the difficulties to climb the most dangerous mountain - the scenery at the foot of the mountain is equally wonderful and different. The high standard of morality collapsed in the face of modern people's pursuit of personality liberation, personal belief, and enjoyment of their own life. People are no longer required to be what they should be, but are only required to be what they cannot be. "For learning day by day, for the road day by day loss", in the "new day by day, new day by day, new day" to study at the same time, each of us must stop from time to time, "life and rest", face ourselves, know ourselves, to find the flash of life and the salvation of life.

曾经，小资们读着村上春树，试着去享受寂寞，品味孤独，在机械无趣的工作与生活中体会苦中作乐般的幸福。如今，更多的人在“休闲――改变人类生活方式”的号召下试着忙里偷闲，追求生活的质量与情调。财富、成就并不是人生幸福的惟一目标，如果“与接为构，日以心斗”，就算身居要职，腰缠万贯，人的一生也是肃杀秋冬，毫无幸福可言。一切，都只是一种心境，以及在此心境下所体察到的人生。“众里寻他千百度，蓦然回首，那人却在灯火阑珊处。”盖《庄子?让王》有云：“古之得道者，穷亦乐，通亦乐，所乐非穷通。道得于此，则穷通为寒暑风雨之序矣。”

Once, the petty bourgeoisie read Haruki Murakami, trying to enjoy loneliness, taste loneliness, and experience the happiness of hard work and pleasure in the mechanical boring work and life. Nowadays, more and more people are trying to steal their leisure time and pursue the quality and sentiment of life under the call of "leisure - changing human life style". Wealth and achievement are not the only goals of happiness in life. If "connecting with each other and fighting with each other daily", even if you are in an important position and rich, your life will be full of happiness. Everything is just a state of mind, and the life under this state of mind. "I look for him in the crowd, but when I look back, he is in the dim light." In Zhuangzi? Let the king, there is a saying: "those who get the way in the ancient times are both poor and happy. They are not poor and happy. If the Tao is based on this, then poverty is the order of cold and hot weather. "

诸神的黄昏，或许许多人不再崇拜强者，孜孜以求，为信念献身，但在晚霞之下，我们却能看到无数星火，在勤劳而又不乏休闲的生活中绽放出属于自己的燎原光彩。大音希声，大象无形，“生有所息”，体现的是生命的多样，人性的华光。我们的世界，也因此更加美丽而又丰富多彩。

In the dusk of the gods, maybe many people no longer worship the strong and devote themselves to faith. But under the sunset, we can see countless sparks, which bloom their own brilliance in the industrious and leisure life. Great sound is hard to hear. The great form has no shape. It embodies the diversity of life and the glory of human nature. Our world, therefore, is more beautiful and colorful.

长嘘短叹偶尔需要，汪洋恣意也很重要。

Sometimes, Wang Yang's arbitrary behavior is also very important.

人生，有时需要停下来思考。但思考过后是不能停步的，继续前行才是最后的出路。

Life, sometimes need to stop thinking. But we can't stop after thinking. The last way is to move on.

或许你的个性正在磨灭，失落是应该的，但是不要过分悲伤，因为这个世界，到处都有我们的舞台。

Maybe your personality is fading. It's right to lose, but don't be too sad, because the world has our stage everywhere.

相信有一天，我们会积聚足够的力量，让自我燃烧！

Believe that one day, we will gather enough strength to let ourselves burn!